Two Sizes Too Small


"Now, please don't ask why; no one quite knows the reason. It could be, perhaps, that his shoes were too tight. Or it could be that his head wasn't screwed on just right. But I think that the most likely reason of all... may have been that his heart was two sizes too small."

I'm not sure if it's my shoes, my head, or what but my Christmas spirit has definitely been a few sizes too small this holiday season.  We are a scant two and a half weeks away from Christmas and I'm just not feeling it.  I have lots of Christmas music on my iPhone, but the only thing I can stand to listen to is "You're A Mean One, Mr. Grinch," which I purchased last night.  Everything else is terribly annoying, and is it just me or are they playing all of the holiday favorites far too early in the season?  I was attempting to take a late evening nap the other day and was so close to asleep when "MERRY CHRISTMAS, CHARLIE BROWN!" woke me right up.

I think a deciding factor in my lack of holiday merriment is class.  The last few weeks have been a frenzy of paper writing, quiz taking, and finals-panicking, intensified by a sketchy professor who seems to have difficulty with technology (shouldn't familiarity with email and computers be a requirement for teaching an online class?!).  I took the first final last night, and it was the test from hell.  I was anticipating a test like the midterm: multiple choice, fairly easy, so I started at 9:30pm.  What I got was 20 essay questions, each of which could easily have made a two or three page paper, and a frustrated, tearful 2am bedtime.  Hopefully the other two will be a little easier on me, but I was expecting that particular final to be one of the easiest.  My confidence has taken a beating.

Due to this flurry of activity, absolutely nothing has happened in the studio.  The instant finals are over, I'll print Tami's saddle pad and ship her saddle out.  After that, I'd like to start on a very special project and experiment with auctioning it off, but we'll see how that goes.  I still have to enroll for next semester!

Hopefully I'll be posting more after this weekend; we'll have a house full of guests on Saturday, but I should be done with class by then and from there? All I have is my part time job.  Words cannot describe how sweet that will be.

Well, off to the next final! One chance, 100 questions, 90 minutes.  Pray for me.

5 comments:

  1. Good luck with your finals!

    I hear you on Christmas. They were already playing Christmas music at Hobby Lobby before Thanksgiving this year...

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  2. Wishing you all the best for your projects!

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  3. Good luck! *crosses fingers*
    I'm with you on the Christmas front though - I've haven't really liked this season for the past few years as I used to get really down with my depression and stuff and even now when I'm back to normal I still can't get into it. :/

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